With grace

Fine, I will take up the responsibilities, and do it with grace. Whatever it is you want to add in, I will do it with grace. I will not appear upset, or troubled, because none of it will help. I will just suck it, so bring it on.

好歌不停[19] Like a waterfall by Solarstone & Jes

I surface from the haze
I see the real reasons why
It's over my head, you'll see
Unclear mistakes it's hold
Our whole world is gonna break
It's crumbling so easily

You are the only one I want you know
Who really got under my skin
So if I dare to try, I dare ..
I'll prove to you it's not a waste
Like a waterfall, it all pours
Like a waterfall, it all pours
Like a waterfall, it all pours
Like a waterfall, it all pours

Those other thrills
Cause I've got a better place to go
Been out of my head, you'll see
I wanna take a taste
In this old violent light's chambers
That are burning me like gasoline

I see a rainbow leading out of the sun
I feel my adrenaline before it's already begun
I tried to tell you but you never listen
But it all pours out of me

I am choosing envy

You know how people always say that you should be happy for your friends when they are doing well. Got a nice job, nice car, good looking lover, etc.

But I can't. I'm sorry to say this, it's just who I am. I can't honestly feel happy for them, not when I think that I deserve better. I know I am better than him, why don't I get an opportunity like he's got?

So I started blaming my luck. Yes, it's just my luck that I didn't have the same opportunities. It's just my luck that I got into this shitty company and doing this shitty work. It's just my luck that I wasn't able to fully utilise my abilities and perform well. It's just my luck that my boss doesn't appreciate what I've done and see that genius inside me.

If I got the same opportunities like my friends had, I will do better than them. I know I can. Then why don't I just go, just leave this place and find that wonderful opportunities I deserve? Because I care, I still care about what I am doing, and I want to do it right. I want people to see, I want my employer to see what a great asset I am to them, and they should appreciate me better.

Yes, I don't feel happy for my friends, I envy them. Because being happy for other people settles you down, but envy pushes you further. It drives you crazy, it motivates you. It'll only make you feel good about yourself when you are doing better than your friends. And that's the kind of satisfaction I want. So proudly, I am choosing envy.

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Obsession

If I don't get over you, I might eventually get myself into an accident.
But I don't think I can get over you, so I guess I will get into an accident.
No, I can't let that happen, I just need to be extra careful, because I don't want to get over you.

Gossip

From the film 'Doubt'.

Father Flynn was telling a story of a woman making confession to a priest for gossiping about a man she hardly knew, and how she felt guilty about it.

"....So the woman said she was sorry and asked for forgiveness.
'Not so fast!' says O'Rourke. 'I want you to go home, take a pillow up on your roof, cut it open with a knife, and return here to me!'

So the women went home, took a pillow off her bed, a knife from the drawer, went up the fire escape to the roof, and stabbed the pillow. Then she went back to the old parish priest as instructed.

'Did you gut the pillow with the knife?' he says.
'Yes Father.'
'And what was the result?'
'Feathers.' she said.
'Feathers?' he repeated.
'Feathers everywhere, Father!'

'Now I want you to go back and gather up every last feather that flew out on the wind!'
'Well,' she said, 'it can't be done. I don't know where they went. The wind took them all over.'
'And that,' said Father O'Rourke, 'is gossip!'"

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